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About Digital Art / Hobbyist Voca19/Male/United States Groups :icontears-of-magenta: Tears-of-Magenta
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He'll Be Fine~ by Vocalkokoro
He'll Be Fine~
Satoshi (Left): Don't worry about it. Things have been so busy that you don't even know what to do anymore, huh?
Akira (Right): It'll be fine eventually, right? Sure you're almost all work and no sleep, but we understand that you're stressed out.
Voca (Middle): You guys, stop, you're making me feel stupid. ///

On most days I work from morning to night and occasionally don't get home until 11-12 at night. Despite loving work (I'm a cashier, but it's at a hardware retail store, so it's very active), getting to and from there is ridiculous because I don't have transportation other than the bus. It takes 2 hours to get to work and 2 hours to get home via transfer buses. And considering the cost of buses and working at near-minimum wage, that isn't much of a profit. (And transferring somewhere else to work won't make much difference since I'd still have to take the bus + college life starts soon, so I may have to stop working altogether to focus on academics anyway.) Sooooo.... it got to me a little yesterday. I'm really sorry about everything. I just felt it'd be better to leave completely rather than get frustrated with the several days/months of inconsistent visits. It'll all work out eventually.

I'm using new shaders and effects to boost my motivation of staying here. This is not NCHL2 Shader. I used HGSSAO and ExcellentShadow, as well as some other effects that came with NCHL, and then used GreenShader(SUNBACK) because NCHL revealed some undesirable mistakes in my attempts at making OCs. (In truth, the faces and bodies' skin colors don't match since the faces don't come with a texture, but I got as close as I could otherwise and thought it was fine. NCHL reveals the flaw, especially since the Ambients are not the same level.)

So yeah. Basically I'm trying. Really... really trying. I'm half-dead from working because on average I get only 5-6 hours a day of sleep now. 3 months from now that won't be the case since college will be starting, but right now it's just muh.

Officially a chronic SousukexMakato shipper to the core of my existence.
This picture is the reason I bought a friggin' white coat for prom. Literally just because of this and no other reason. XD :heart:
NCHL Shader Test by Vocalkokoro
NCHL Shader Test
Trying out a new shader before I decide to officially say goodbye to MMD.
Enough Is Enough by Vocalkokoro
Enough Is Enough
After the past few months, I think I'm done with MMD. Whether this is my last communication or not is unknown.
I may come back eventually, maybe in a very short time, maybe in a very long, but right now I'm too busy for anything.
My motivation for anything is absolutely gone and I see no signs of it coming back. I half don't ever want to come online anymore either. Things are too busy outside of DA and people's expectations are building up more and more and I'm tired of it. I need to just stop. I don't care anymore about what's finished and unfinished, it's just not something I look forward to anymore. I'm so done.


Artist | Hobbyist | Digital Art
United States
Blue Rose Chapter 4 (Read from the Bottom-Up):

I'm Possible Stamp by mylastel Laughs... by sirocco-rc Different... by sirocco-rc Random Acts of Kindness by WindSwirl Stamp: Kindness is Never Wasted by Southrobin Easily Amused stamp by Fairy-Red-Hime Voices Stamp by Shelly-oneechan I LOVE BEING WEIRD stamp by ed-weird :thumb217030298: Our D.i.f.f.e.r.e.n.c.e.s ... by mylastel Just Try, Make an Effort by fear-the-brilliance Stamp: Kindness by delusional-dreams Stamp: Gentleness by delusional-dreams I'm Only Human Stamp by mylastel Stamp: Self Control by delusional-dreams Truly Friends by Sedma Love is Hell by Sedma Support Education by Sedma Always remember. by Snuf-Stamps Character and Reputation Stamp by mylastel It's Just Unique by mylastel You Don't Have to be... Stamp by mylastel If You Don't Like Something by RebiValeska Never Give Up by iSpyCandid {Everything} by xXtoxic-infectionXx Believe by iSpyCandid Words have Power by delusional-dreams I Love my watchers by Sedma Be Kind by fear-the-brilliance I love comments by Sedma Love by Marzarret Panda Are Awesome Stamp. by livinladolcevita Yaoi stamp by Larimar yaoi stamp by Wing-shadow Yaoi Stamp- joy love by the-view-to-a-kill Failing At Hating by RebiValeska Believe by iSpyCandid I just have to prove myself by RebiValeska Space out by Suyy OC stamp by Suyy Online friends stamp by Suyy Own World stamp by Cheywolfe I am a FIGHTER - stamp by XxX-Toxic-Girl-XxX Proud to be myself - stamp by XxX-Toxic-Girl-XxX Sleep - Stamp by Suyy Be Yourself Stamp by Fay-Ray Define Yourself :Stamp: by Circe-Baka Hopelessly Addicted :Stamp: by Circe-Baka Inspiration Stamp by lightpurge Hair. Lady GaGa. by lightpurge Be Who You Are Stamp by lightpurge Maturity Stamp by bigfunkychiken Talented Artist, No DD Stamp by lightpurge Stamp: Not Sorry by Silver-Chocolate MATURITY FTW! Stamp 1 by AClockworkKitten A Bad Name by RebiValeska Study it by Persnicketese Just want to be myself stamp by Kharotus He doesn't appreciate that by WarriorofJesus No hate STAMP by Beaverkat
No one is perfect. by Caution-LowCeiling Religion vs. Relationship by Vexic929 Christianity Teaches Love by Allendra3 It's not crime to be myself stamp by Kharotus Proud to be.. me by HiddenxWolf Homophobe by Tae-Rai Belieeeve It or Nooooot by endler srsly gais by CassidyPeterson DA Stamp - Sexualities are not by phantompanther :thumb111986547: LGBT Stamp by Dinru Personality doesnt determin Sexuality by XxchantellexX Gay Rights by Persnicketese Stamp by EmotionlessBlue Love Stamp by Kezzi-Rose Value of life is not your place to decide by Galaxu Stamp: Gays aren't ruining your life by Riza-Izumi DA Stamp - Consider Adoption by tppgraphics Enough is enough by Galaxu Gay Christian Stamp by The-Clockwork-Crow Stamp: They love EVERYONE by Riza-Izumi :thumb183330009:

Miku x Kaito by MomoiroNeko-tan Miku x Kaito Doodle 2 by Gurrenken Miku X Kaito Pixel by lolitaii Holding Hands by LaziiSmorez

Hatsune Miku Stamp by winnietehpoohie MIKU Stamp by Vectomon Vocaloid MELT stamp by Jay-Han Project Diva:  Pixel By Pixel by azianwolfdoll Project Diva:  Transformation by azianwolfdoll Project Diva by azianwolfdoll Miku Moods by azianwolfdoll Hatsune Miku Stamp by PeachMochi Miku by azianwolfdoll Rolling Girl PV Stamp by Jay-Han :thumb256473974: Miku Hatsune Stamp by mylastel Miku Hatsune Stamp by capriciousgamzeee Miku Stamp by hikaru123qq Stamp Miku by TheMadamme

Kaito by azianwolfdoll Pet The Kaito Stamp by xXPariahsXx KAITO stamp by Belu-Cute Kaito Stamp 2 by Enkiz V3 Kaito stamp by Kurai-Kogami24 I :heart: Kaito by bluzippo Die Hard Kaito Fan Stamp by ThatGirlWithAMouse :Vocaloid:KAITO:Stamp2: by KaiSukiStamps kaito stamp by tchii11 Kaito Stamp by erikagrace303 Kaito Stamp by Enkiz Stamp - Vocaloid: Kaito by Suxinn STAMP Kaito Shion by The-Last-Fallen-Ange :Vocaloid:KAITO:Stamp: by KaiSukiStamps kaito stamp by luzhikaru Kaito Fan by xXBloody-ThornXx

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SparkyTrainer25 Featured By Owner 5 days ago  Student Traditional Artist
Hey, Voca. It's been a long time since we've talked. How've you been lately, and how's life coming for ya? If you're doing good, then that's great, bro. Plus, I have a question. What was your reaction when you found out America has finally legalized homosexual marriages? (I bet you were really happy about that.) :)

I know you might not reply, but I just want to comment on here to let you know that I still support you until the end, Voca. I hope we can talk again in the future. :heart:
Vocaloidevil Featured By Owner Jun 26, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
I know that you might not reply, heck not even give this comment a second glance, but I have a cute suggestion for two faced father. I was thinking that for whatever reason Miku could have to go to the hospital, and being in his childlike state, has a nightmare and asks to sleep with her for comfort. Idk, it's kind of stupid but I hope you like it.
Xzyren Featured By Owner Jun 16, 2015
Hey, Voca. Been a while. Think there's a way we can talk for a bit-? If you have time? Judging by the previous comments, something's up. Wanna catch up? Please note me if you have time.
Killuanatsume Featured By Owner Jun 10, 2015
Hey, I know you will probably won't read it, and probably won't reply but, I am worried about you.
MadnessMalice Featured By Owner Apr 27, 2015
Hey Voca, you probably won't read this, much less reply, but I hope you find what you're looking for. I hope you don't give up on your passions, no matter what others may say. I... I would also like to thank you, for everything you've done for me, for us all. I don't know if I speak for many, but I do speak for myself when I say, you've done much that's helped me. I'm grateful to have known you through DA, through each MMD piece you made. So, thank you, Voca san.
ThornedDream Featured By Owner Apr 21, 2015  Hobbyist Artist
Just wanted to stop by and say hi and let you know I hope life is treating you well . u .
drawithfriend77 Featured By Owner Apr 8, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Miku x Kaito faaaaaan!!!! X) :heart:
Your works are awesome!
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