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Give Me Purpose...

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"Tell me - Are you feeling pain right now...? Is pain a method to recognize yourself? ... Why do you all seek pain...?"

"No matter how much you hurt yourselves... No matter how much you hurt others... It won't make you feel better - so why...?"

"Where is the real you...?"



"I wish you were lying to me..."

"I wish you were tricking me..."

"I wish you were someone who was pretending to be hurt but is secretly laughing at me on the other line..."

"I wish you were just someone trying to kill me from the inside out..."


What's the point in me being here if I can't protect and take care of the people I care about the most...? What do I need to improve on so you can have your needs met...? What do I have to do to make you feel as loved and cherished as you really are...? Just tell me, please...

What am I doing wrong...? Am I alone not enough to change your way of thinking...? Okay, maybe I'm not... But tell me - what IS enough? So you can have what you need...

...My heart is starting to freeze... Will I become cold and hateful...? Will I become everything I've tried so hard not to be...? Just tell me what you need of me before that happens... P-Please... let me be kind to you one last time before I change...

"Mirror~... Tell me something~... Tell me who's the loneliest of all. Fear of~... What's inside me... Tell me, can a heart be turned to stone...? ------ Mirror Mirror, what's behind you? Save me from the things I see... I can keep it from the world, why won't you let me hide from me...? Mirror~, Mirror~... Tell me something~... Who's the loneliest of all...?"
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At least you don't try to stray away from other people and can feel good emotions still. I barely have any sort of light in me left. I was always the quiet, yet aggressive one. I deal with days of stress no matter what. I don't talk to other people because I've seen the worst out of humanity before. One classmate has a grudge against me because yesterday, in gym, I kept dodging all of the dodge ball he threw at me. But do you know what's the worst part? I have Asperger Syndrome and for some reason, I can hardly feel any sort of love from anyone. I always believed that I was just a problem to everyone I know. Especially to my mom. Even if she says I'm no problem, I still feel nothing but sorrow. So I stay isolated from everyone else and only come out if I truly want or have to. Your lucky that you can still feel emotions that I haven't felt for years. I'm not mad at you. I'm just saying that people had it far worse than you. So please, don't push yourself like I have. *hugs*