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You Are Loved by Vocalkokoro You Are Loved by Vocalkokoro
Ah... I was very upset earlier. Personally I really don't like to show it when I get depressed, particularly because I don't want to bother people by letting them see me sad. (Which makes me a hypocrite when I encourage people to express their feelings.) So instead I just get quiet and lie down silently in my room, staring at the ceiling from several minutes to several hours. Having a sense of self-worth based on whether I succeed or fail in something is very unhealthy, but changing that way of thinking is easier said than done since I internalize virtually everything, and I've been like this for as long as I can remember. I often envy those that know how to put a smile on their face even after they fail at something really important to them. Ah... today wasn't a good day at all... I disappointed and let a lot of people down, including myself. I must not have worked hard enough, surely things would have worked out if I did...

So - I made this picture to cheer myself up a tad or two and, hopefully, if you are sad today then this will make you feel happy too. No one really deserves to be sad, after all. I hope the rest of your day goes well. :)

Aaaaand yeah, I'm not in this picture. I feel like I'm overusing my self-model and I am seen a little too many times lately. Especially after Blue Rose or anything of that nature. I don't really have any plans for myself until after I open the Q&A back up, so it might be awhile until you see me again. Master/Father will be entering the Q&As as well, so that'll be fun. ._.

Have a good day, everyone. I love you all~. :heart:
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<font><font>Hermoso!!! <3</font></font>
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RiinaInverse Dec 20, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
aww thats cute~ hope things turn around for you voca.....kami-sama only knows you, me, and the rest of the world has been going through hell this month~
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EroreWind Dec 19, 2013  Student General Artist
Awwww... I understand you so much, Voca-san u_u I've recently felt this way too, there's been stuff going in my life (friends' problems, art school = stress because I want to finish everything in time and it's not so easy... etc, and yeah I too have the sensation that I could have worked much harder that I've done T_T).

Hopefully you'll be feeling much better now, and I'll see if I can at last relax during Christmas holidays... too much work, not sleeping properly (there had been some days I've only slept 3 hours, or even one, because I was hell worried about a friend who had been close to kill himself T_____T), so yeah.... Thank you for making pictures which always manage to cheer both you and us up ^_^

And by the way, I seriously love these model edits :heart: Wish I could take Kaito's jacket too and add it on a different model T.T *is still a beginner at model editing*
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hardcoregamer14 Dec 19, 2013  Student General Artist
Its really cute! Nice job! :)
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Connie-Ts Dec 19, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
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jrikkocabatasedit Dec 19, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Look, Voca-san. Seeing you sad doesn't bother me at all. In fact, you should at least talk to the ToM members (even me! X3)

Let us help you. You have enough sadness in your mind so let us make you feel like home. Hey, at least we treat you nice here.
Okay? :)

 P.S. I ate Kaito's ice cream so DON'T YOU DARE TELL THAT TO HIM OR ELSE I WILL PUNISH YOU. XD
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VocaloidMidget Dec 18, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Too kawaii to handle *dies*
and i'm allways online koko, so you can just note me if you want.
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fangirlotaku7 Dec 18, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I kinda missed the Miku x Kaito. It's cute how he's got her all wrapped up in his coat and scarf. :3
Voca-sama, I want you to say it when you're upset. While you're staring up at your ceiling hating yourself, you're not thinking and realizing that there's a HUGE group of people who love you and will support you to the end. Please, we may just be fans, but we really care about you. I know that I at least don't want you feeling upset. Let us help you, please...
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MMDFantage Dec 18, 2013  Hobbyist Artist
Cool picture!


And Voca-san...











You need a smile....






...


Because you're awesome.
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